I am so un-motivated lately its not even funny
I stayed home sick today just because i didn't even have the energy to get out of bed. everything hurts. I am so worn down by the constant going and going of my life. I never stop. I never sleep.
So here I am, 12:30 am, and my homework remains unfinished, art project left untouched. I never let this happen.
I suppose its because the end of school is so close...but being April, its still far away. I just don't have it in me anymore. I don't want to have to fight for just a decent grade in math. I don't want to memorize any more psychology terms. I don't want to learn the properties and laws of gasses. I don't want anymore standardized testing to tell me how average i am after all. I don't want any more unrealistic and relentless due dates for art. Enough.
I want to sleep until i am the same person i was last month.
But I'm hopeful. I go through these kind of funks all the time. Things will get better soon.
At least, i hope.